Sick Of It

New Found Glory – Understatement

I'm sick of smiling
And so is my jaw
Can't you see my front is crumbling down?
I'm sick of being someone I'm not
Please get me out of this spot
I'm sick of clapping
When I know I can do it better for myself

I'm sick of waiting
Sick of all these words that will never matter
I'll wire these nerves together
Hoping for a chance to think on time
And I'm tracing over your letter
To see if your intentions are as good as mine

But you're getting worse
I swear it
It's hard to prove you're an understatement
You're getting worse and I know
That you'll be calling me again

I'm done with everything
That had to do with you
Don't worry your pictures are already burned
I'm done with new friends
Don't sell yourself short
You'll lose it in the end
I can't help how I feel


This song is pretty much summing up how I am feeling about my life at the moment, I mean, the people that I have grown to know and love have suddenly and gradually been weird and different towards me, I don’t know if its because I went to a different university or I go out on different nights than they do….. It just sums up how much all your friends change during your life. There were friends I had in junior school, and I miss them, because we just never stayed in touch. Don’t you ever sit back and wonder? And think do you remember… me? I remember you...... and I wish there was a way to stay mates instead of messaging every now and again on Facebook or Myspace, or just by a text message.

You ever look a picture of yourself, and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other peoples life have we been in. Were we a part of someone's life when their dream came true or were we there when their dream died. Did we keep trying to get in? As if we were somehow destined to be there or did the shot take us by surprise. Just think, you could be a big part of someone else’s life, and not even know it.